Am I Having a Quarter Life Crisis?

about every eight hours, yeah. i actually felt a lot better after going ona hike. i was able to map things out logically instead of just responding emotionally to every stimulus. so that was good. its just gonna take a little focus and discipline. Truth is, this has been a character flaw that has been with me for some time, but i can definitely see in myself that i'm handling it better and better; I feel pretty close to being able to deal it with it and live productively. Think A Beautiful Mind...without the imaginary people. just the emotional aspect of it. Learn to deal with it and function. I usually last anywhere from 8 months to almost two years before I have a meltdown and do something a little drastic. This time there were a lot more external influences. but its good practice. When I'm married and have a family, this kind of behavior won't fly. A least not in the same way. So i'm glad to be able to be going through it and seeing what i can be doing better each step of the way. I guess I should say IF though. as theres really no conclusive indication that THAT's ever going to happen. Might be nice though, having a family.